Oh..it's Wednesday so I weighed myself and lost 1 more lb. I am so excited. I guess I am so excited that I broke thorugh my plateau! Now I probley won't post anymore on this until I am down to my goal weight. God knows how long that will take. Actually hopefully not too long. I have to say that drinking my water seems to have helped. Oh who knows....I am sure the working out 2 times a day helped too. That's so excessive but I had to do what I had to do. I'm trying to only do one work out a day. You know...normal stuff. Anyways, I am excited because this has been so hard to lose this weight. Jeepers...you'd think that I was an unactive person who sat around and ate fastfood or something. Steve thinks it's age. I say it's the meds. My doctor thinks it was the meds too. Oh who cares why as long as I get it off me. The sooner the better, then I can quit bitching about it. And blogging about it.
Don't you just love this photo of Madison playing at the park today? We were there for hours playing! Gotta get to bed cuz I am super tired. Madison finally got her big girl bed and mattress now (thanks to Linda from Steve's work) and last night she slept in it until about 3 am. Tonight she is back in bed with us. Well, with Steve right now. I told her she could sleep in our bed tonight and then that's it! My famous last words. This is serious business though because she needs to sleep in her own bed. Actually Steve and I just sleep so crappy because she's in bed with us still. Bad, bad habits. I still swear that I went through all the pain to keep her in the crib and not once did I ever bring her into bed when she was a baby and NOW we created a monster. Yes, we are the parents that you just want to shake! Enough of our bad parenting skills cuz the rest of the stuff we rock on! hee hee. I'll leave you with a little layout that I did of her down at the park today. I think I took over 100 pictures and only got a few good ones. Oh well...I guess I use the good ones and just ignore the bad ones.

Oh, and then Steve and Madison TRIED to go on the innertube but they lost their balance and into the water they went. Poor little Madison. She cried so hard and was so scared. We even felt worse because she was being such a big girl waiting her turn. She wanted to go so bad on the innertube and then disaster struck. I felt really bad for her. Alexis went on the tube then and it was so funny watching her try to keep her balance. I was laughing my ass off! We are going to buy a new tube so Madison can go on it.
Here are so more photos of yesterday. We had a good time...
We hardly caught any fish. I didn't catch any. I was sooo bummed. I was going for the big guys again and was very bummed out that I didn't catch anything. Steve, Jimmy and Alexis caught some fish but nothing major. Of course I was going for the major ones. Hopefully we'll get back out on the boat the rest of the summer now. It just doesn't seem like we'll go much now. We are hopefully going to go down to their farm in the next few weekends if we can find a babysitter for overnight and then we'll bring down the boat and store it in one of the buildings on the farm and Steve will have to get it winterized then. Anyways, we need to get down their because their is only about 5 more weekends that Alexis will be here before she heads out to Iraq. I am so sad that she is going. She'll be gone for a year. That's a long time to be away. Poor Alexis:(
Well, I had best get going and go walking before it starts to rain. It looks so gloomy out and it's humid as hell. Maybe we'll have some big storms out! Scary but kinda fun at the same time if you know what I mean. We keep on missing the big storms that happen at our house because we've been away while they have hit. As long as nothing major happens to our house or neighborhood then the storms are kinda fun.
Well, I am back from the dentist. Did I happen to mention that I go to a sedation dentist? Except this time I didn't get sedated because it's too expensive and I wanted to give it the "big girl" try with just getting gas and novicane. Should of taken the sedation. Another reason I don't is the drug they give you to sedate you is HORRIBLE to come out of. Anyways, even the dentist suggests me doing sedation because it's just to tramatizing for me. I am sure it's hard to work on someone when they have tears streaming out of their eyes. They stated this time that the gas they had was the highest they go. BS. I have had higher. I KNOW my strength of gas that I get from the dentist and they weren't giving me the full amout. I just know it. Anyways, it's done and over with and I don't have to go back for awhile, thank god. I don't even want to talk about it anymore. The novicane is wearing off finally. I had it in both sides of my mouth. Which reminds me, my normal dentist who does the cleaning stated to me that to put novicane in both sides of the mouth is unethical. So, someone is lying here. They're all lying. Oh, I forgot to tell you that while I was being worked on the dentist and the hygenist were talking and she asked him if he had ever had a toothache and he said no. She said she's had a little bit of a toothache. AND THESE PEOPLE ARE WORKING ON ME, SOMEONE WHO HAS AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF PAIN. I mean, they can't even relate. Damn people. How in the hell are they suppose to work on someone, telling them that it doesn't really hurt that bad and then state they have never felt pain in their tooth. How do they possibly think they can relate? Jesus.

Just a couple of layouts for you today. Well, actually I should say tonight...let me rephrase that and say this morning. It's 2:00 am and I can't sleep. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow morning and I am nervous. I always am for the dentist because it hurts so much. Even with gas and novicane, I am a wreck. I am always bracing myself for pain. Anyways, it's very stressful for me to go to a dentist. I am a big baby, but it's painful.I don't think I have posted a few days and I can't think what we have done...hmmm. Anyways, today we are going to go over to my friend Lisa's house who has a little girl named abby. Abby is 7, I think. We are going to go swimming in their apt. pool. It's nice outside so it should be fun.
Oh, today is my weigh in day for following Weight Watchers. For crying outloud I only lost 1/2 a pound. 2 weeks of following WW and that is all. I am beyond frustrated. All I can do is keep following it. It has always worked in the past for me. I am pretty sure my metabolism is messed up due to my meds that I am on. Ohhh, that is so frustrating! I just don't get it and I am acting like a big baby when it comes to this, but I just am frustrated! Poor me. Poor, poor me.
Enough of that. I can only stay on my little tantrum for so long. Steve hears about it enough so I'll leave my viewing audience alone so you don't have to listen to me. But jeeze! Okay, enough of that! Here are some more photos. Here's a cute one of Madison and Steve peeking behind a tree! hee hee



We got back Madison's results from her blood test. Her levels are elevated so they said we could put her back on medication if we want OR we can still wait out the 3 months of testing her. We decided we are going to wait the 3 months out to see what her levels do because we haven't noticed anything different with her moods and her level being high(er). Hopefully the level will go back down because I just hate to see her have to take medication that rest of her life. That's sad.
Oh, she got back her little report card from ice skating. She has to repeat snowplow 2. No kiddin'. All she did was lie down on the ice. I hope next session isn't like that! I think I found a dance class for her to be in. Classes start in the beginning of September and run through May. So that is when they'll have their dance recitel. How cute. Also, how expensive. I checked a few different places and they all run about the same. I think I'll like her being in dance more than being in gymnastics which would start about the same time. Dance class and ice skating is good to keep her (us) busy. I can't wait to see her in her little dance costume for their recietals. God, what if she decideds to just lie down on the floor in dance class like she does in ice skating. Well, her dance class consists of 3 and 4 years old so they have to be use to that type of behavior....right? Or is it just Madison that acts like that? eeks...how do we correct that type of behavior? You can only have so many charts.

I've been on a layout spree with the new kit that I bought. Me and Madison (Madison and I) went on a walk this morning and got rained on! I knew I shouldn't of pushed it, but I did! I learned my lesson. Getting a workout is not worth putting my child in uncomfortable situations. She didn't mind the rain but I did! We are now going to go to the Mall of America to go on some rides! FUN
Here are some layouts that I made with a kit that I bought. Oh, I don't think I told anyone that we are done with inkededges. We just got bored with it. We weren't selling much except the occassional kit here and there because we weren't doing any advertising in "the community". We did what we wanted and that was getting a little business up and running. The rest is boring. Our challenge is done with for ourselves. So inkededges.com rest in peace. It's very time consuming to design and I'd rather buy some of the other kits that I see. Some very talented people out there.
I love this layout that I did of Madison and Steve exploring on the farm. It seems like it's been a long time since I have been on my blog. I think I am so bummed out that I didn't lose any weight that I don't even feel like blogging. I don't know why I didn't (it has to be my meds) because I followed it totally perfect PLUS I worked out everyday AND even TWICE some days. I am just so disappointed. Hopefully next weigh in day will be a little better. I haven't seen my numbers budge since the last time Kim and I did our challenge against each other. It doesn't matter what I have done, nothing moves. It's really quite sad because I tried so hard. You can't get any more perfect than what I have done in a weeks time to lose weight.
And then Madison swam in her pool while I read a book. Then we came in and I took my shower. It's nice to be in the air conditioned house for awhile. Usually I hate having on the air but it's been so hot these last few days it's been nice. It's also been nice sleeping with the air conditioner on. I have slept through the night the last 2 nights and not woken up. For about the last year or so I wake up 1-3 times a night. I hate that. I have been falling asleep listening to my relaxation music on my ipod shuffle. It's been quite nice falling asleep to that. When I had my chronic jaw pain, I use to listen to guided imagery relaxation tapes. It would take me away from the pain. I should try to find those tapes now and try to fall asleep using those. I have used the guided imagery tapes to deal with my migraines. It really works. Kinda cool. You guys probley think I am nuts but when you have pain and will do anything to get a break from it, those things really do work. Have you ever tried biofeedback? I use that too to help with the headaches. Now I am just talking pain techo stuff so I'll stop cuz I am sure it's boring ya all!
We are waiting for grandma gracie to get here. She's sleeping over because we are going to go see kayla and hailey's swim meet tomorrow morning. When she gets here, she is going to watch Madison so we can go get a game of golf in. I am so excited. I love, love, love to golf. Then tonight after we golf, me and mom and nikki and barbie are going to go see mama mia. Now if I wasn't asked to go, I don't think I'd go see that movie. I am sure it's really good because it's gotten good reviews on it and it's been a broadway show forever so it has to be good, but still....I doubt that I'd go see that movie if me and Steve were going to go see a movie. And I sure wouldn't go see it myself becuase it would have to be like sex and the city for me to do a movie by myself again. Oh..that reminds me, I heard that they may do a FRIENDS movie now, just like sex and the city. Oh, I am so excited for that! whoo hoo!
Allrighty then...I have been blabbing on about nothing and should probley tend to my child instead of being on the computer. She is now in the living room, watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and eating yogurt (MY boston cream pie yogurt). Hope everyone has a great weekend.
And we are selling her armiore. I love this armiore but we just do not have room for it anylonger and there is nowhere else to put it in our house. It is just too large for Madison's room and it doesn't have enough storage for her toys. In it's place we are gong to put the old entertainment center there. I am painting it white though. I wasn't going to put the entertainment center in there but I decided that I can always change it later on if I want. I will put baskets in the cubby holes and it'll look cute.
Oh, I just have to brag about how good Madison has been lately. Really a good little girl. Except she still is not fully potty trained. THAT is quite the problem. I guess sooner or later. You can't even threaten her with putting her back in diapers because she says "okay".Suntanning and laying out by the pool and paint our toenails. Girly stuff like that.Yes, her toes are much cuter than mine! Then about 3:00 we went out for our 3 mile walk. I don't know why I would take us out on our walk at that time of the day because I honestly don't think I ever have sweated that much in my lifetime! It was HOT! At least I got my walk in. I wanted to go tonight when I usually go...about 7:30 pm or so but my calf (the one that I had my kite injury with) was/is a little sore and I didn't think that I should push it. I wonder when that thing is really going to heal. Probley the next time I really take a break from my walking which will probley be in the winter time unless I join a gym by then.
We have been eating dinner outside everynight. It's been so nice. I am on a salad kick. Only salads this week for me for dinner time. I suppose I'll have to cook the family something one of these days. Maybe tomorrow. Then Steve set off some fireworks outside, which were pretty cool and we came in to go to bed.
Kinda a boring day, but it was kind of nice to stay at the house. I feel like we run so much. We were suppose to go to a friend's pool today but we didn't have our car. My friend has a daughter who's about 6 or 7 so it's a fun age for them to play together.
Anways, I took my nighty night pill and it should start knocking me out pretty soon! Night!
