Well, I am back from the dentist. Did I happen to mention that I go to a sedation dentist? Except this time I didn't get sedated because it's too expensive and I wanted to give it the "big girl" try with just getting gas and novicane. Should of taken the sedation. Another reason I don't is the drug they give you to sedate you is HORRIBLE to come out of. Anyways, even the dentist suggests me doing sedation because it's just to tramatizing for me. I am sure it's hard to work on someone when they have tears streaming out of their eyes. They stated this time that the gas they had was the highest they go. BS. I have had higher. I KNOW my strength of gas that I get from the dentist and they weren't giving me the full amout. I just know it. Anyways, it's done and over with and I don't have to go back for awhile, thank god. I don't even want to talk about it anymore. The novicane is wearing off finally. I had it in both sides of my mouth. Which reminds me, my normal dentist who does the cleaning stated to me that to put novicane in both sides of the mouth is unethical. So, someone is lying here. They're all lying. Oh, I forgot to tell you that while I was being worked on the dentist and the hygenist were talking and she asked him if he had ever had a toothache and he said no. She said she's had a little bit of a toothache. AND THESE PEOPLE ARE WORKING ON ME, SOMEONE WHO HAS AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF PAIN. I mean, they can't even relate. Damn people. How in the hell are they suppose to work on someone, telling them that it doesn't really hurt that bad and then state they have never felt pain in their tooth. How do they possibly think they can relate? Jesus.
Okay, enough of that, I just got myself all worked up over it. Anyways, I came home from the dentist and went on my 3 mile walk and then cleaned up abit. I am in too bad of a mood to really clean up. What he sees is what he gets. He meaning Steve. Can you tell that I am a bit bitchy right now? The dentist appointment just got me going. Okay...I'll calm down.
Not sure what we are going to do tonight. We might take Madison to the big park. I told Steve we could go to another big park by our house so he doesn't have to always be the one to go through all the tunnels and mazes with her. He said he doesn't mind and that he needs the exercise. I just sit there with my magazines and read. I guess if he doesn't mind.
Tomorrow we are going to go to the farmers market because Steve wants to pickle stuff from the garden. Then we are going to go golfing with Tim and Michaela and then bbq over at the house. It should be fun. We haven't gotten together with those guys in a long time. Steve is going to make his famous ribs. He's making them for Tim and their daughter who is babysitting anyways. Me and Michaela are going to have Chicken. Oh, that reminds me...I weighed myself today and I lost a few lbs. THANK GOD. I didn't know what the hell was going on and I was so frustrated so it's nice to see that some progress has been made. That was hell getting a few lbs off. I hope it just keeps going now. I guess I won't weigh myself until next wednesday. So stay tuned people. Like you really care. It made me happy. I was happy until I went to the dentist. I just hope it's not a fluke. I just can't think postive right now. I am being a debbie downer. hahaha, that made me laugh at least.
Okay, I have ranted and raved long enough. I have to go pick up Madison from daycare now.

Here I go off to the dentist. Eeks. Oh how I hate doing this. I acutally have to drop off Madison first at daycare and then I'll go do something (not sure what yet) before I have to go. Poor me again, having to go to the dentist. The only other person I know that has this type of reaction is Kim. Her teeth are worse than mine so she's got more to fear. We have bad teeth. Poor us.